I stayed up until 10 or so this morning. I've got to get my body back on a normal person schedule. I like being nocturnal, but it's starting to cause some problems. Apparently my stepmom can't sleep with me around. My dad had to talk to me about it. I asked my sister if I could stay with her and she said I could, so maybe I'll crash there tomorrow. Ever since I got here I haven't felt wanted. It's like I've been a big hassle to have around. Gee thanks, I've been away since August and I'm just looking for a place to crash for a couple of weeks. What's the big deal?

I'm going to try to start looking up the next couple of weeks. I've been pretty down and my dad has really started to notice. Everything will be great in New York. If I can just hold on 'til then. . .