Thursday, January 05, 2006

So I pretty much got kicked out last night. My dad already told me that I was too loud at night (by-the-way, I've never tried harder to be silent) and last night he came downstairs to get me to shut up. I was on the phone with Alicia, but I was keeping it down. He started getting on me about not respecting that he and Tammy had to get up so early and anyway it turned into a big crying fest. I was upset and told him that I haven't felt welcome or wanted here since I got home. All I was looking for was a place to stay for the couple of weeks that I am in town. He was crying 'cause he felt really bad and was blaming everything that has gone wrong in our family's lives on him (which is not true). Alicia ended up coming over and rescuing me. I stayed the night over at her house and now I'm in the process of packing up my shit to go over to my sister's apartment.

This winter break has sucked. Now I don't know if I'll ever come back for Christmas. I'm sure I could handle it for a couple of days, but it's obvious that I wear out my welcome really fast.

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